I was lost,
i lived this life of pretension
And i had it all.

people looked up to me,
Men adored me,
friends flocked around me,
I was beautiful .. i had it all.

THEN YOU CAME..
you made me realize i had nothing,
i was not beautiful,
life is not that perfect,
Not every one grew up happy
Not every one is lucky.

For what is life with out love?
What is love without pain?

you gave me your love and made me see

I was lost..
I WAS SOOO.. LOST!
and.... YOU FOUND ME!

Thank you god! for finding me.. !
tekero muchho!!

 

 

Seems another ANA magic

 

Lau lau.. badhai cha. Dont get lost again... Got any of your friends still lost?  let me hai.. I am also comming to oklahoma city next month ;-) .. See ya.

i wish i could write stuff about ANA. i was too busy with better stuffs like summer classes!
anyways! my subject is totally irrelevant with the subject you tried  portraying on.
 my bad.. i wont get to welcome you here.. me myself is leaving from OK next month.

you do good with wateva you upto..

hmmmm ....poems....:)

Is that poem connected to the moans heard by another Sajhaaite? Just a funny curiosity...

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oops.. or maybe not....

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well! different people have different opinions.. and its totally understandable if it comes in a pattern other than it has been portrayed.
i wrote this after i started having the faith in god! basically this is totally for him.
he made me realize that the life i lived would not bring  happiness.. as to what i though it would.
i was lost with my friends .. who suddenly vanished wen things went wrong ..
this is why i say.. i was lost.. so lost! but the entrance of god made me realize .. i was "found".

Plum,

A nice attempt, that was. The reflection was there but seems previous readers took it as a shadow. Keep up the good work..

Hey Plum, care to share how you found "God" or at least what kind of realization are talking about? I have been looking for "God" or a higher love myself. Youu don't have to delve into details though.

I guess there are times in your life when you are just down in the dumps for no particular reason. And I happen to be there sometimes too. That's why people made "weekends" I guess. lol...

hahaha...
reminded me of this song. different tone/meaning/stage-in-love though. :D

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LOST! (by Coldplay from their new album Viva la Vida. If you're a slow-rock/chris martin/coldplay fan, you gotta check this out)

Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost
Doesn't mean I'll stop
Doesn't mean I will cross

Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt
Doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserve
No better and no worse

I just got lost
Every river that I've tried to cross
And every door I ever tried was locked
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off...

You might be a big fish
In a little pond
Doesn't mean you've won
'Cause along may come
A bigger one
And you'll be lost

Every river that you tried to cross
Every gun you ever held went off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the firing starts
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off�

i guess its only human to be selfish. and it was me this time.
i believed that life is all about happiness.. (infact! it is true
).. but the true essence of happiness i tried to gain was superficial.. i trusted and belonged with people with superficial character. i realized i was so contended because i had everything i needed, and my friends were happy from the fact that i had everything too. i was lost in such ambiance.

but joy doesnt favor us always, does it?

these people let me low..!

wen joy disappeared.. friends disappeared too.

i realized one thing that time.. -even though the mind and heart is empty.. the thought of god always  lingers, -involuntarily.! god was with me all along.. but i failed to recognize him.
n now that i have his belief.. it will never leave me.
im glad.. i realized it!
this happiness is better.