oi kukurni..!!
Mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh
(la pugyo talai topahni bolaunu...feels closer calling u kukurni..and what others think..laat maarooo..)

as i said earlier in me post earlier^...so here i am gonna write to you...dyam and am i feeling in a reflecting mood...(smthing just happened..and not smthing good..alik jyaauuu feeling but i guess alik serious mood pani bhoying..its not a big deal..just smthing that cant be changed..so not gonna talk about it here..)

la what shall i write now..well tayro kura garnu parla(well i always like to talk about you.)...this is ur thread too ni..;o)..

just kasto kay kay kay bhanum maan laaging..but then again..now feeling a bit like old me(the old me who doesnt wanna talk and tell everything)...dunno..now a bit dun feel like bhak bhaking..(but just a while ago..when well guess the mood really there...just wished you were here.and i could tell you everything)

well i just will try to see what i can bhak bhak hai..without wel tellingl you know smthings well better not said..dyam do i feeel vulnerable now...but then again..yo ta tayro thread...i do feel safe here...when ur there...when i feel ur presence (mind mah presence..and well smtimes another kinda presence...real life ma ta hoina..not for now anyways...:oS..but one day who knows...)
"this presence " of yours mkes me feel so safe...laat maar world ko...whatever think of me..or you..or anyone else...laat marrooo whatever shit there is out there.....whatever shit is gonna be thrown at me at you..or anyone out there.....i know am ready for alll those shit esp with your presence..dyam!!Chow chee bye!!..what kinda freak are you...makes me feel so good..even when shit is happening to me...i do hope every freaking shit out there..has someone like you around them...dyam!! in this world full of shit...we do need a kurkurni like you...who makes us feel good about ourself...and makes us think good about others...

this freaking world ..always full of shit.....if only we could just bomb the bloody freaking whole thing and everything just goes BOOOM!!...and the world ceases to disappear...and then a new one starts...and dyam....a world where they have good shit..esp ppl like you..freaking...all these shitty human feelings...greed...jealousy...hatred..any other nahuney nahuney feelings..those humanly feelings we humans have..supposed to have...esto feelings lai laat maroooo!!!..esp when ur being greedy....showing jealousy..for all the wrong reasons...(hatred chai dyam...never think anyone can hate anyone for the right reasons..cant think of any reasons...well i got puny mind..which doesnt really work..)

dyamm!!...but have i ever seen these kinda feelings from you??..(ok..your gonna say...i dunno you too well..havent really known u for too long..but i know you!!BHUJISH!!!i see smthing in u..smthing i freaking never seen in anyone..and most prob never will ...and nots cos ur trying to show that thing to me..its actually cos ur freaking trying to hide it!!! ..ever thought i do know you more than well..you do know yourself..more than anyone ever will...if u dun think so...laat marrooo what u freaking think!!...cos i think this way..and you cant freaking stop me BHUJISH!!!..if u wanna stop me!!! start thinking why i think ths way about u..and start beleiving it..and see if thats really u!! u be freaking surprised to know its all true...had been there all the while!!)..

CHOW CHEE BYE!!....always seeing so much lop from you...and that too always for others..freaking piece of shit!!..shit who doesnt really freaking you the way i see you...freaking blind ppl haru ko eyes nikaleyra...let them be blind for real...what uses are eyes..that cannot see..and maybe transplant them to blind ppl who has never seen the world.dyam..these ppl will appeciate it...will know how to appreciate..and see the good things in life...for the goodness they have...freaking ppl like you..(is there any other person/ppl like you?

i actually freaking dun think so there is..but just being optimistic.hoping there..is..cos well dyam...do i feel happy knowing you..and dyam do i wanna others to feel the same happiness im feeling...)...and if u think...im not really seeing the true you...F**K OFF!!..i know what i seee...and i believe what i see..dun need others to tell me ..this is this..this is that..(in some things yap i need to be told...on things i have no idea on...im always willing to learn...but freaking shit!!!...on this seeing you for who you are..dyam!! freaking others should start opening their eyes more and well try to spot ppl like you)..so laat marrooo to any smartarse wanna be who wants me to stop thinking this way..or well wanna "show" me reality...i freaking khow whats reality..but f**k me...i lop to dream..and mamphaka...you is freaking make me dream like never before....and i get freaked out smtimes too...cos shit..wtf!!! i never seem to any shit about you...that will tell me..."topah ur not in a dream..she does exist..cos there is some imperfection ..which is considered imperfection..so dun worry too much"..

but WT!!...when u "try" to show me those imperfections...dyam...freaking shit..the nice things about you appears and freaking shines!!! i tell u!!..dyam think im gonna go blind soon one day..cos dyam its so freaking!!! bright!!!...( well though i dun like to...think i should get me a shade and wear it..when talking to you...hah.imgine .. me...wearing a shade..talking with u...and what a liner it will be when i say...i'll be back when i go for me regular achi.or susu break..i mean dyam...its u who takes the break most of the time...me chai...always trying to control...hehe..well i do have a limit...guess smtimes u hve seen me go...)

...so freaking!! stop trying to show me ur imperfections or whatever u call it..cos dyam..guess u cant force me to see it...cos theres not much(or maybe u dun have none!!!:o| well i know no one is perfect..but dyam..after knowing u...i starting to think otherwise)

(freaking loong lekhio!!!! continued!!!!!!)
Mwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh..!!!

Danny boi!
It's crazy but cool!
keep going on!
Cheers!

Go Danny boi Go! :D:D

Aww...it seems Danny's retirement is near tho :(:(...start to think abt pensions and stuff aba!:p
*hugsss*

kukurni! hehe

one exam gone today...well know what i did..but still in the end..guess nothin to complain..i will get what i deserve...but still feels good its over and done with..and well its done so no use thinking about it...cos i realised its time to make things better!!

anyways well now i can type as much as i want here..and not worry about that u will get worried that im typing here...tho i have sm other things to do..hehe did that make sense?hehe..well got one more paper..and very far away :o) so let me stay here and type peacefully for once la..cos i feel so peaceful..well i guess im realising more and more things...about me ...about me life..:o)..about well what u mean to me...etc..and well i guess i just know whatever happens...everything is gonna end right.well i will try to make things right i know i wil..and well u will make things right for urself too..so..yap just feel good..:o)..

and tho i got so many things to say...i wont...well as i said...im realising a lot of things..i will save those things for u ni..cos well i know in the end..whatever happens...u and me..we still be what we are right now..(or mor?hehe).what are we?hehe u tell me ;o)...

and wtf!!me bro just said he had a dream about me yest..and told me to study hard...and not worry about other things etc...wtf is happenin!!some sign?dyam!!...urghh givin me the shivers...i might just do smthing weird..kukurni...just know whatever happens :o)......u mean soo much to me..always will..la :o)...love u so much!!...

foe and lady..thanks for support..seriously i aint crazy..im controllin..if i didnt control?hehe i dunno what u all will say..but dun blame me..its that kukurni!..i dunno what the hell is she!!...well i guess im blessd to see her for who she is..does she know herself?hehe..i dunno....dun think so :o)...but well in the end..alls well gonna end well..so i guess i shouldnt worry too much..happy tihar..


kukurni take care..:o)..ma chai gaye...
happy bhai tika to u...(just wishin u..in case well who knows whats gonna happen tomorrow ..hoina?)miss u so much! gaddi!! be good...


bubbye..

danny

hello topahni..!! not inspired to write key. .cos u not here.. but tat topah!!! sheesh.. he can be a real pain in the A*** key... salah.. :P

anywayz.. juz a quick hi's and byes hai.. and wishing everyoine a HAPPY TIHAR..!! and oh yah kukurni.. hope u have cooled down. and stay relaxed key...!! no point getting tension over some pple..!! they are nothing but.. &^%$&^$*&$^?&$%^%"?^"?^$?"^$?"%^$?"%^$?"%.. well i could go on.. but.. nvm.. hehehe. :P

Miss yah kukurni.. ;)

kukurni hehe...
i came late hoina?today felt like a hero ni...(not joker for once tho i know who and what i am ;o) hehe...)so alik late entrance mareyko hehehe..khoi villian haru?dyam ooops maha villian raicha yaha salla eddie topah..kaha harayeko tis?dun tell me i know...euta kukurni sannga hoina?hyaaaaa :oS hehe..

topah..big shock diyis man!..i thot at least one of the many ppl in front of me in the queue..gone ..hyaa u came back ;oP...ma ta pain in the arse re?well ke garney..i am what i am ni..but hehe dun worry ni...dherai pain bhoyo bhaney ma pani wont stay long ni..alik once i done me job..i go find another arse ni ;o)..wah i think everyone know im an arse man now...and arse lai lukaunu suru...hyaaa!!;oP

and u not inspired here re?salla topah...u type here..im sure some keti in UK will be inspired to write ;o) hehe...and u talkin about me ho?hehehe well ke garney...aru chiz dim bhanchu..but well i send the wrong things..hyaaa ..but dun worry ni..i guess its better not and try send it in the 1st place..so alik well have hope and pray for me..and pray for u..and pray for her hehe...anyways i talk to u later...salla topah i think in the end...u and me ta never will be separated hoina?hehe..look out for the pubs in ur area hai..i keep a watch here..ek din ...we dunno where we be..but if the other one is in the other persons place..well have to go to nice place to jhyaap hunu ni..ani dhuk bhari kahani bhannu..and well i do wanna see u dancing by urself again wahahaha..or was that me?i dunno..i think it was u...i was jhyaap so alik i dunno hehe...dyam if only we were gay...wah..tayro ra mero ta..;oP dhat...dun be one cos i said so la..be gay(happy) but well dun be the other gay if u aint ;o)...if u are...errr......good..carry on..but i got doubts about being jhyaap with u ;oP...hehe

anyways topah dunno..look foward to the time when we will be like last time..saab saathi haru..gaaf garney..bhak bhak garney...lame jokes bhanney..esp that lamer hehe..but i dunno everyone has changed..and will change...ke ke huncha..malai ta taha chaina..but hehe i guess u and me will meet..5yrs from now ma ta kasto hunchas hola?ma kasto?hehe..its great to be frens and nothing but frens hoina?hehehe..la ta u have a great time there...come here more often..closing down soon re hehehe...closing down sale?hehe dunno what to sell from here..hehe..dunno what im bhak bhakin..just feel diff from yest..just feel more and more budho..feel like im doig me final spint hehe..tho in the end...when i reach the mark i will realise it wasnt a 2.4km run ...hehe urghh dun wanna think of the distance hehe..oi btw guess what ...ur bhai and me bhai yestaday bhoilo re...salla haru we not around..drinking re?u taught them ho?;oP salla kutta hehe..i wanted to teach them ;oP and katti paisah payo hola?wahaha ...but well in the end..was bhoilo..was it ever about $$$ err i guess to some level it was hehe ;oP..dyam i miss the flush man!cytle too!!urghh and hehe daidee pani...jhandi makud..hmm gotta learn how to play that other nepali game man..."Marraige" hehe..seems fun..kya never finishes hehe..budo feelin bhoyo..and mero nepali satthi haru ta dunno how to play daidee...hyaa...hehe

oops i think i should be writing an email hehe...waste of database space..hehe but guess not for long so i guess san bro wont mind ;o)..anyways hope u having fun..at least playin tash and drinkin a bit...since its the festive period..it aint about drinking..or is it?hehehe..anyways enjoy la topah..cos well ma chai not really celebrating tihar..one day i will get me chance..dun worry about it :o)..i hope ur doing it :o)...

oops kukurni hehe...u were in me mind ke..but alik thot i bhak bhak to him instead of u :o)..talai dherai bhak bhak dio sakio ni hehe..think can last for a few lifetime hehe...and dun u dare say im assuming tho i am hehe..if u dun call this over then what is over?hehe...just cos u think its not..does it mean its not?ask everyone?hehe..well i dunno..whos right..whos not...just feel like belivin the majority these days :o) tho hehe..deep inside hehe..well i dunno whats there anyways...

its gettn a bit long and hehe who wants to see 2 post from me hoina?hehe esp if i just talk about me...me and me...;oP hehe...i think i go post one song now..cos hehe bhak bhak mood ma chu hehe...but no worries not here :o)...

hope ur doing well...u take care of urself la...
i will cya around...:o)...ma chai psycho psycho bhoyin...just feel more enlightened..always do hoina? hehe..this time over enlightened hehe..lets see if im really enlightened :o)...

bubbye...and happy tihar...


danny

kukurni!! hehehe


just came back....why?errrr dun wanna give reasons ;oP
well that reason which we both know...or do u?hehe ;oP and well saw this thread going down..and i was here ni ;o).cant take injustice!!!well not with u ..that salla chor gaddaa dananah ley eyti post garyo and made ur thread go down!!curse that kukur!!;oP

anyways hehe uni pani abo closing..dyam and i drank like 3 mochas...3rd one with me now hehe..thot i stayin here late...hyaa i forgot its the weekend..weekend or not?dunno everyday seems the same these days..was tryin to study hehe well have some days so took some break ..abo mood ma..library close hehe..dyam aint it ironic..when u wanna do things ..chance chai harayo hehe..well im sure i will see more ironies next time..

la ta close bhoyin yo uni..hyaaa..kya mood kharab gardio...gahr jannu maan lageyko tiyena..but then again bahira janu pani kaha maan cha?hehe guess ghar ni janchu hola :o)..anyways ke that..ke ke ke bhetcha..when i walk thru the jungle walkway..will be having quiet an adventure..fightin with the mossies(aussies slang for laamkhutteys ke..like me..esto lamo khutta ;oP hehe..)...ani tiyo irritating zingas!dyam they come in all sizes!!some ta wah so scary!!..come to think of it..both of them reminds me of meself ;oP hehehe too self minded aint i?hehe...well u know me ;o)...

la ta

u have fun..and take care...
..dyam feel like typing...the gandagiko tiraima ko geet but hyaaa time chaina...
short one dinu parla..the ending hehe..


birsina deu...birsina deu...
birsina deu...birsina deu...
hehe...just singing means nothing hehehe..
dhat uni closing hyaa...im off now..before they dun let me post this too hehe


kukurni stay good :o)

goodmorn..:o)(u waking up soon hoina?hehe ki sleep late garis?and wakin up late?hehe..well whatever it is..hope u got enuf sleep :o)..hope u get enuf of all the good things u should get..:o)..well guess life wont give it to u..but as long as u try to get it..i be happy ni ;o)..so try la..always try :o)..)


bubbye..

danny

dhat kukurni!!
teytikai pheri rush garyo!!hyaaaa yo euta sallia gaddi ley jhoiley pani rush garaucha..haera na...life ta rush ni rush bhoyo..salla sabb bandwagon jumper ;oP actually more like kukurni ko wagon jumper...hehe mapani jump garthey tara how to in this case hoina?when all jumping to get rid of me hehe..if i jumped there..wah..malai ta gang bang garthio hola ..oops that came out wrong i meant gang bashed ke...banged up ke...*BANG BANG* ke u know ..beatings..hyaa u and ur one track mind ;oP

anyways library po close raicha...not this place..this is another part of library ni ;o) underground..hmm maybe u have seen it..have u?hehe...who knows what ppl see these days...u might be sayin to ppl..right now..

kukurni:"i see underground places" ;oP...lame hehe..

ani well i should have posted this 2 hrs ago hehe..alik sathi ayo ani oho euta lamo mero life story bhaney ni..;o)..abo mero life u know who she is...sorry ni alik distract bhoye telling me life story hehe...guess i always will be telling me life story hoina?hehe well herum na who is gonna be willin to listen..saab bhagnu start bhoyo..dyam who is warning them!!esp the ones i havent told me life story..hyaaa..im runnin out of ppl to tell!!i think i have to go find animals..and if they run out too..all the living things..lu..i guess non living things lai bhannu suru garnu parla...but then again oho what if this non living things start sprouting legs and starts runnin off..wahahha..mero bhak bhak ko kaamal..wah...;oP

ani why am i here?today ta tanna ayeh yaha hehe...well i dunno..guess for no reason ;oP...dhat ke ho>just cos im keta...u think i have a reason behind everything i do?u think right ;oP hehe but dun worry there are other ketas unlike me..who does things cos they like to..not cos of reasons..(unsrupulous reasons ;oP well the more reasons we have the more chances to have unscrupulous reasons hoina?;oP)..so have faith on the keta jaad la...:o) nabha hyaaa..they will start hunting for me skin..and hehe wah i be in the top of the most wanted list...hmm dyam i do wanna be in the wanted list..and top too..hehe but arko wanted list ma ke..kukurni ko list hehe..oho queue ta tanna cha hoina?dhat i should have booked me place there...ages ago...lifetime ago..before life started ;o)..maybe i did..hyaaa salla kutta haru..they managed to put their name in the list even befor me...hyaaa...yo unfair bhoyo!...or maybe too fair hehe..who knows?

anyways wah!ajo blabbering mode!hehe well its a sign i guess..so dun worry hehe..plus space haraunu athio ni ;o) so showing more of meself ;oP..nabha ta last time ni blocked hunthio this thread hehe..and maxed out hunu ahtio so well guess will wanna say me bye here so ma chai gaye la...1st let me sing another verse from that song..hehe


hasu rodan sabai liye ra ha ha ha
parkhi baschu timi lai samjhey ra..
hasu rodan sabai liye ra ha ha ha
parkhi baschu timi lai samjhey ra..

hasi baschu..tailey malai samjeyko chas bhaneyra
(cos i know ke ;o)...dun need to tell me ni...dun worry ;o) hehe its shockin but hehe)


kukurni...take care :o)...rise and sun..
hows the weather mate?
hope the weather is great today..:o)
have a great weekend...

bubye..

danny...

kukurni!!!hehehe

nothing much to write now really..well dunno got things to say...dun feel like writing it hehe..guess wrote too much yesterday :o).....i dunno why imhere...really no idea

anyways...la ta...alik 'seeing' u ...feels better...lookin forward to the day now...didnt have any idea what i was gonna do just now..now everythjing seems so clear...so clean me place..gotta inspection tomorrow..and dyam wahahaha whole night yest was killin mossies...urghh salla dunno which bugger came to me room and kept the windows open...i had taken of the mesh which barrs insests from comin in...cos me fren had shown me the roof was nice place to climb onto..once in a while ..when stress..get some sun..see the stars in the night etc hehe..own space...no one can see u there...yet u can see all the things u want...well some kinda peace and tranquilty..isnt that what we all want?..and salla..well have to keep the glass windo closed ke..salla summer...zinga and mossies ko enjoyment time..anyone ever found out how huge is their population?hehe...

salla dunno which gadda...came into me room..opend the window the whole day..(and i definetly know it wasnt me...or was it me?hehehe im sure it wasnt me..dhat..what if i was hehe..salla teytikai getn angry with me other frens hehe..)came home late..ani bhok pani..wah...so dirty the kitchen and all..khannu mood harayo hehe...its good i need to get in diet..i've reached the weight which i never ever dared to dream or thot was possible hehe...and well hungry man is an angry man..wah went up tp me room and what do i see...millions of insects in me room..on the ceiling..urghh tauko tension...didnt know what to do...thot i let them be...ani started to do some work on me pc..(it was on..and i do switch off me pc these days..if i go away hehe..so salla whoi came in ;oP)and urghh salla..then i realised what i thot were just some insects..99% was mossies!!...

kya irritating ho...all tryin to bite me(at least some things are attracted to me hehe ;oP)...and buzzin on me ears...wah!!kay RKR AYO!!...dun have a khukuri so well..urghh couldnt find any insect killin spray..took me next weapon..took off me T and oho show me bhuntay body hehe...and started swinging around the T like David swung his sling when he killed goliath..just that i swung it for quite a long time....i was a possesed ke..hungry pani...and well was on a mission...dyam...i think i killed millions!!hope the mossies law doesnt get to me..what goes around comes around ni...i thot i had killed most of them so went back to work..and then dyam...not evne 5 mins had passed...same thing again...i loked up the ceiling and dyam...seemed like what was in the start,...like no mossies had died..wah!! salla haru ta keyho!how many lives do they have?guess all were flyin around when i was swinging me T so didnt realise they hadnt all died hehe...so back at again ke..this time even more possesed...i was in rage...became more violent...no more being gentle!!...wah...i dunno how many things i broke running here and there like a paagal kutta swinging me T everywhere ...wah in the end..well good always prevail ni ;oP....thot the alive ones were acceptable..i mean i dun kill for pleasure ke ;oP....so let them be..felt like donatig a bit of blood ke..since i took a lot of blood...well its a giv3e and take world ni..ek haat ley..ek haat dey..but i guess in the end most of the time ...the world just wanna take take take from us..hyaa....

when the whole thing was over...wah kya exhausted...the walls and the ceilings were splatter with urghh..mossies bodies and stains...such a gory scene i tell u...it still is hyaa....dyam killin was never an easy and clean job ;oP ...guess i dun qualify to be a mafia cos im not good in cleaning what i started hehe...nabha ta wah..godfather haerda haerda..kya dream ko black suit launu..kalo chasma too...hyaa actually i think i will look like a topah ..more of a padey with such clothes wahahaha..well if looks could kill i would be killing by making ppl laugh when they see me in such clothes hehe....anyways thats it..duno last time chek was 4am++ and next time woke up..was 10am++ hehe..cant remember what happened inbetween..

dyam and i thot i wasnt gonna write anything today!!hyaaa all ur fault again! hehe..anyways when i got this time might as well tell u..why i came here..tho u know..do u?hehe i dunno well came here to 'see' u ni..cos i miss u so much silly!..i guess the more i say i miss u..the more i start to miss u..smtimes i cant control when i start missing u so much...and feelin hurt..like right now..but well i feel strong today so alik telling u i miss u...miss u so much salli gaddi!!..and i dun need to say why i miss u hoina?hehe dhat..wanna act dumb ;oP la la since im already 'confessing' ..(time is borrowed..nothin to be scared about i guess..just scared u will be spooked by me..im like those mossies which comes and just buzzes on both of ur ears..and mind hoina?hehe..well kay garney i never knew anyone would make me feel like the way u do..since im feeling like that..might as well tell u and show u everything hoina?tho i aint really showing me everything..too scared ke..just doesnt feel real hoina?cos never felt like this...and i know never will hehe..but i know its more than real :o)..tho hehe what can i say?wahahaha net?post?wahahaha whats real someone tell me!!)..love u so much kukurni!..:o)....dyam im strong hehe well u make me :o).. feeling the hurt again..but hehe am ok with it..and i know its gonna get worse so i better get out here hehe...and next time try to control again unless if i feel strong ..which u always make me feel :o)..just i dunno im scared...well ur smthing precious to me..abo malai daar ta hui rakcha ni...everymoment..even if u told me...u felt the way..i feel u do..even tho u never tell me..wahahaha cant stop being so think and thinking that way..guess u really made me one big dreamer..hehe...but dun worry i got lots of reality cheks esp happening in me real life to know...well some dreams are dreams :o)...just good to dream..and well i be ok if those dreams doesnt come true...arent true :o)..so no worries ni ;o)..i have a feeling i know what u think...thanks for being such a good fren la :o)....



hyaa too long have to write another post!!!....dyam me and me control ;oP
u take care bhujish!!! miss u!!!salli gaddi!!!


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kukurni!!!hehehe...dyam me!!if i dun control wahahaha kay hunthio hola?;oP

ma chai abo goyo..alik inspired again hehe..and gotta keep meself busy and try not to think too much of someone :o)...(not that i dun want to..i guess i have to do it hoina?reality check ni ;o)..)gotta clean me place..and woohooo indoor footy later!!...gotta get me arse up...been sitting at home for far to long..so many beautiful things out there...gotta do it..and who knows i might meet the most beautiful thing one day...i know i will :o)..well shit world...lai laat maro!!nothing gonna stop me from being optimistic hehe...wel u make me optimistic ni :o)...whatever happens..well smthings are meant to be....kukurni u mean so much to me!!!*HUGS*..la ta feel a bit more hurt now..dun think im that strong hehe slowly gettn stronger everyday...:o)..


u take care bhujish!!!
oh yah jelllu!!!i will do that thing for bhai tika as well i said smwhere...just thot i tell u..i dun gaff for nothing ke ;oP...but if i forget...blame that kukurni!!wahahaha ;oP nah just kidding..she reminds me of things i should be really doing..hyaaa!!tthat kukurni gonna kill me one day...making me feel so guilty for being such an uselss arse!!well gotta kick the wrold back cos its kicking me!!!RKR AYO!!they started it!!gonna kick at it forever..even how freakn hard it kicks back!malai kick garnu try garney!!salla kutta haru!!lets see who has the last kick!!!GRRR!!!well before im gone..i make sure i kick it so hard one last time and go before i can kick me back ni wahahaha..it isnt about who kicks whom more...its about the last kick ni wahahaha cos i know i be the last one to kick..wahahah dyam im goin psycho!..woooohooo!!..psycho or sane?hehe...well everyone has their own views...and thei own lives..live ur own life :o)..thats what i say...i just hope u dun lie down always gettn kicked ..it feels back to kick back ke..tho they will kick u back harder...wahahah i dunno just feels great knowin u can give it a kick back...maybe u cant kick a strong kick..but hehe well smtimes those cheeky kicks u can give .tho it might not make them kick u back..wah the pleasure is just great...kick with cheekniness i say..more cheekiness than anger hehe...oops blabbering stop here..no space i think hehe

kukurni!...love u so much!!:o)....i be alright whatever happens..u be alright too..!!!NABHA!!!grrrrrr if u aint alright u think i be alright?salli gaddi!!!miss u!!hope ur doing good...i can only hope..hyaaa....

happy bhai tika everyone!!!!!dyam im makin a lot of sisters ..anyone else wanna be me sis?hehe all i can give is well callin u sis..hehe aru kay chaina mero..no $$ no..nothing hehe..uses dai ni ;o)..hopefully wont be useless forever cos i dun wanna be useless forever :o)

goodnight kukurni...*MWAAAAHHHHHH*
gotta go do some kickin!!and pool won!!wahahaaha 89min i stop checkin the live score and went back to killin those mossies..thinkin hyaaa..no chance but guess what?wahahaha BAROS!!anything can happen in the end ni ;o)...alik i had lost so much hope...a tineee winne thio and wahahahaha after the murdering of the mossies i checked..wahahaha..woohoo!!u r so beautiful salli gaddi!!..do good always...

got a bit opf space so hehe some song typing la ;o)..means nothing really...just makes the hurt feelin goa bit ke..gotta psycho meself to believe smthings tho it aint true ni ;o) or is it trye?;oP who knows...keti jaad dun tell anything and in the end they wanna be understood?guess its the same with ketas...saab contradiction hehe...


if u wanna try...if u wanna try (and u always should ni..on ur things :o)..)
theres no worse u can do...uh oh oh...

i know u lie.. (i know u dun ;o) hehe..)
i know u lie... (but if u ever did..which i dun think so u will..or will u?hehe ;oP)
but im still in love with u...uh oh oh

u cant take me anywhere.. (cos u already took me smwhere without trying to take me..i guess i just took a ride with u..illegally hehe and do u think i wanna go any other place now ;o)..)
i can take u anywhere.... (hopefully one day i can :o)...smwhere good..)
u cant take me anywhere.....i can take u anywhere...
i take u anywhere u wanna go.....(where do u wanna go?)

no u cant stand me now..no u cant stand me now... (we all know ni ;o) hehe..;oP)
no u cant stand me now...no u cant stand me now... (who can tell me?;oP)
no u cant stand me now...no u cant stand me now..
no u cant stand me now...no u cant stand me now...

Libertines - Cant stand me now..


miss u...kukurni....:o)..always will...:o)..

danny

kaag tihaar

laxmi pooja

kukur tihar

Goru pooja

bhai tika

bhana bhana bhai ho?

Deausureeeeeeeeeeeeee

Ramrari bhanaa

Deasusuree

soooor milai kanaa



Deausureeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee........

Hahahahaha actually i came to Sajha forum almost after more then a month.When i left, the most boring thread was this one and when i am here this thread is still here so thought of filling it up and get rid of it...hahahaha here i go i think i did it pretty well.