I have zero...

I dont wanna understand myself, all I know is I'm a burden and I have no nonburden attitude for I AM burden and understanding myself makes me feel shattered. I am a very unlucky one in this world.

The world don't want me
And I'm not here to be
I want to be somebody else
I am sick of feeling so left out
I think my life is over
This is it,
no more pain, no more headache
I will go away
Because everything is lie,
You are one and God is
I am good at nothing
I have no such calle "special talents"
I am a headache for everyone
So why live?
If everyone want to get over the stress which is me
Why not, I die?
Atleast everyone wil be happy
I am sick of living life
I think its time for me to lie in my graveyard
I know, I am not a bad person
So why do I have to have a bad life
I dont deserve this life
I want to DIE
I cut my wrists
I get on drugs
I hurt myself
I egt a moment of relief
But what next?
This is not going to work
Death is only going to work

if you don't wanna understand yourself, then how come you come up with such a word for thyself. i am sure you understand more than anyone who had replied on your post.

keep on contemplating....

aachi khau SanjayS

awwwwwww burden i will be ur fren
did u just move to US cuz at 1st everyone who moves here feels like that

Hey burden dude... its the same here with me..not much neps here...that too all budas and budis...I just have a bunch of mexican frens at college or at work..

this burden seem so miserable... get help pal.. i know a great psychiatrist if u want.. peaceeeeeeee...

dunno no :(

I read only the title and first few postings, based on which I am putting my comments:

I have few Nepali friends here. few of them are "mahir kheladies" in Sajha Club. We see each other probably in 4-5 months and speak probably in 2-3 months. kahile kahi the haandim jasto lagchha moraharu lai, ke garne... Mora le bhare bhakarna bher chhaina malai phone ma. Nepali bhayeko kunai anubhuti nai bhaachhaina yar.

I am rite here..sry cudn't post........ uhu...the assignments..so who u know tht live in MD??where u reside rite now??

Common Burden who don't want u ..everyone does u just have to look at urself n think u r the special one made for somebody by god..heheh..ali besi bhayo ho...

This thread is a crap. ...
We all are friends. Thats' why we are here....